Current iTunes: Acceptance - I Miss You

Well well. I had a few minutes today, and it's been 2 months(!) since my last confession. Holy shit, I'm a slack in that regard. I'll do a brief recap. These 2 months have been riveting, to put things mildly. Now, I apologize for jumping around on things a little here, after all, this is a confession, and I write things as they surface in my memory, however I will choose to omit some of my experiences as I want to fully engulf their meanings before I share them with everyone. (If my random thoughts give you any indication of the state of complete unrest that I unfortunately find myself in more often then desired, then my blog is successful in that regard). I will say that my mornings, and evenings have grown long, even after a shaky year or confusion and pangs, they somehow just got even longer. What do guys (and ladies) in their 20's do when they are unsure, or in a state to which they want to forget; we drown it. Alcohol? Probably, herbal tobacco? Yea I think so. But these days, ANYTHING to keep my mind moving will suffice. I work almost non-stop, party as much as possible, which seems to be on the upswing (thank God). My new workout partner is the shit (Matt), he's helping me push myself a lot more then I've been able to in a long time, just in time for the summer (mmmmmm.. Summer).

Feb 7, well well. That was a fun night, mostly. the Panic! At the Disco concert was absolutely ridiculous and amazing. I had a great time with that. Afterwards Tucker and I spent some time hanging out in downtown Prov, not as much as I wanted to (eat me Tucker), but I did enjoy it overall. Now, for some reason, ever since then, is when my long mornings/nights kicked in, I suppose I could figure out why easy enough, but as previously stated, I'm going to drown and omit this partucular segment, as hashing out seems to be a waste of time and a not so merry-fucking-go-round of bullshit. Valentines day: hahaha. Turned out surprisingly well considering I'm single. I worked, but it's all good. This Thursday should be a blast, I'm looking forward to it. FUJI RESTAURANT in Portland, ME! All of my Maine people will certainly know the caliber of this place, as well as the out-of-staters to whom I've preached to about it. I'm headed there with (surprise surprise) my USM crew with a reservation of 10. Myself, James, Beth, T, Rob, Jamie, Andy, Rita, and Joey and Renee were supposed to come, but he has to work late (damn you), so we'll fill this slot with someone I'm sure.

My birthday is coming up!!!! What more is there to say really? It's going to be wild, and I'm sure someone will have a party on my behalf (I'm expecting big things from all of you).

Alright, I'm sweaty, and my legs require icing. OHOH, my first qualifying race of the seasons is April 8th! Route 66 race, should be a fairly easy take down, as I hear it's a pretty easy course and I promise no one has been training this early in the year as I have. Stay tuned, as one will pop up closer to home if anyone wants to be my cheering section. ;-)

Have a good day everyone! I'll be more disciplined when it comes to writing this.